Just Tammy

Michael Jackson: The King of Pop 1958-2009 Today I'm at a lost. Even though I've heard it a million times but to hear Micheal Jackson passed away still boggles my mind. Yeah he was my first celebrity crush but his music....his music was amazing. I know many, MANY try to duplicate him but he was the originator, the fucking creator of Pop music. For years I wished his personal issues would go away so he could put out a good record. I wished and Quincey Jones would rejoin forces and make musical magic. Its the magic that's missing from music today. I wanted....no I needed so just pure and vibrant. But that never came to be. I knew I wouldnt be able to see his concerts he was planning in London but if I had the time and money I would have gone! Its so sad that someone so full of musical genius is no longer with us. I never knew my heart could hurt for someone I didn't know. I never lost someone who's talent was apart of the soundtrack of my life. Some songs I could hea

I think I have a hangover. I went to see Paul Doucette with Cuckie last night @ the Hotel Cafe and had a great time. I didnt stay long to talk to him but it was great to see him play and sing. He puts on a great show and I plan to attend more of his shows in the future. When i got home the roomie was drinking wine and I had a glass with her. Now I have a headache. Damn Reisling!! Love that stuff.

I hate PMS....I just feel a little out of sorts today. I feel like I've extended my creative juices and was left with a bitter lemons and no lemonade. Say what I mean and mean what I say but I can't follow that philoshy. I'm just me. Spazz o'matic. I just need to remember Hawaii in 31 days. This time next month I will be packing my bags and ready to hope on a plane to Oahu, where I will drink so much rum I will forget my name, I will kiss cute unavailable me, and eat real Hawaiian food. I will take so many pictures my camera battery will surely die out on me. I will be free and not give a damn about anything but relaxation. Who knew I needed a vacation?! Wow I feel better just knowing in 31 days I will be in Hawaii....good times!