Just Tammy

My Family is an odd bunch. My nephew is in town and he's staying with my dad during the week and weekend at my mom's house. Why they treat him like he's 12 is beyond me he's freakin' 19!! LOL Anyway, whenever I see my dad he finds something to lecture me about....but I realize its not so much a lecture its just his way of making sure he's apart of my life. He's not telling me I'm doing something wrong more like lets review all avenues. I guess I really am a Daddy's girl at heart. Its strange my step niece and I.....I think we might actually be friends! So far we have music and tattoos in common. I think its a great bridge. Who knew if you open your eyes what you find in front of you. I'm just happy they're around, the whole crazy lot....and I havent even started on my momma side....well some of them i can do without.

I've been slowly getting back into girl mode. I've bought 2 cute dresses for summer already but I know I need more! This is where one of my favorite stores come into play. Every plus size girl should have an account at Torrid.com or have a diva card. Torrid isn't just for the High school girls, they have some great items that will fit perfectly into an office wardrobe but more on that later. As I was doing my search for dresses I came across 2 dresses I must have this summer. First I found this long black dress crocheted dress that I feel is just sexy. I can dress it up with sexy strappy sandles or even dress flip flops. I can see myself wearing on a date or just dinner with the girls (hey even on girls night out sexiness is still required. I.E. Carrie, Samantha, Charolette, and Miranda). This little gem is only $ 58.00 , great deal! Oh this multi-color green dress screams relaxation! Yes you can dress it uo but not too much. This is definately a day dress but still sexy!

Its been a while since I've posted a blog for my self. I've been so involved with catching the 100Monkey shows and TS that I forgot about me. But I'm happy with all that its not like I regret not blogging about myself....I realize the world does not revolve around me. Now the Monkeys are kicking off their summer tour on the east coast I will working on new project for TS. Sometimes I can't believe the ladies from TS. They make me laugh as well as make me cry (but all in a good way!). Sometimes its boggles my mind how just a year ago just thinking about going to a club and socializing would freak me out. Now I'm looking forward to meeting new people. As I lose weight the shy girl slowly leaves. I know I'm quiet by nature so that will never change but making that connection is becoming easier....well a little easier but still hard. I dont feel like a failure as much as I did before. Today my nephew arrives and I've really excited. I haven't seen him in abo