Just Tammy

Its been a while since I've posted a blog for my self. I've been so involved with catching the 100Monkey shows and TS that I forgot about me. But I'm happy with all that its not like I regret not blogging about myself....I realize the world does not revolve around me. Now the Monkeys are kicking off their summer tour on the east coast I will working on new project for TS. Sometimes I can't believe the ladies from TS. They make me laugh as well as make me cry (but all in a good way!). Sometimes its boggles my mind how just a year ago just thinking about going to a club and socializing would freak me out. Now I'm looking forward to meeting new people. As I lose weight the shy girl slowly leaves. I know I'm quiet by nature so that will never change but making that connection is becoming easier....well a little easier but still hard. I dont feel like a failure as much as I did before. Today my nephew arrives and I've really excited. I haven't seen him in abo...

Last night at the 24K Lounge I caught another 100Monkey & Friends show. First we had Mikey and Josh. Oh Josh(white shirt)....so yummy its just not right. He's in that I'm a starving artist phase and that's hella sexy. I call him myfavorite future ex-husband. He's just so adorable and very talented guy, he kinda looks like Nick Lache but more real and NOT plastic. But he prefers blonde who are at least a size 6 (I'm neither but I still adore him!). His brother Mikey (plaid shirt) is really talented with he bluesy voice. He's a cutey also. There was a really funny band on but I totally forgot their name but if they play again I will be happy. They had a song about anal glands that almost brought tears to my eyes from laughter. Then the Absolute came on, normally i really love them but last night they just wouldn't leave. They did 11 songs!! URGH!!! and it was so loud it felt like my ear drums were going to pop, that drives me nuts. Sadly Jackson did not ma...

Tonight I hope to attend the 100Monkeys show!! I need my Jackson fix!! Its so addicting to just hang out and listen to the music. Its funny I'm starting to know the words to the songs. An more importantly I hope to have my phone back this evening!! This is driving me nuts. I've given At&T almost $700 and they still want to tack on another $160. Does that make sense? I haven't had my phone since 12/29/08, thats almost 60 days!! URGH!!!

Last week i went to a party and had to stop at a friends house because I was so cold. i figure go over to JV's and chill then go home. The chills got so bad, they even gave me tea and I never got warm. It was like I was outside in the elements and freezing to death. The other weird thing I would just fall asleep in the middle of a sentence, we figured that my potassium and iron was low. I'd planned to get those items but money was a little tight. I knew I needed to make a payment on my cell. Today I woke up at 9 am....that's RARE for me. Then after coming home from the Grove adventure I slept on and off for 3 hours. At first I thought my sugar was high but now its not just that I think the lack of iron is getting to me. I just want to make it to Friday (payday!!). I feel like I do on Wednesdays after a 100Monkeys show. Just so drained. Normally when I take a nap I'm up way longer than my usual bed time. I have a feeling if I get into bed I would be out within 20 mins ...