Just Tammy

My Family is an odd bunch. My nephew is in town and he's staying with my dad during the week and weekend at my mom's house. Why they treat him like he's 12 is beyond me he's freakin' 19!! LOL Anyway, whenever I see my dad he finds something to lecture me about....but I realize its not so much a lecture its just his way of making sure he's apart of my life. He's not telling me I'm doing something wrong more like lets review all avenues. I guess I really am a Daddy's girl at heart. Its strange my step niece and I.....I think we might actually be friends! So far we have music and tattoos in common. I think its a great bridge. Who knew if you open your eyes what you find in front of you. I'm just happy they're around, the whole crazy lot....and I havent even started on my momma side....well some of them i can do without.

Its been a while since I've posted a blog for my self. I've been so involved with catching the 100Monkey shows and TS that I forgot about me. But I'm happy with all that its not like I regret not blogging about myself....I realize the world does not revolve around me. Now the Monkeys are kicking off their summer tour on the east coast I will working on new project for TS. Sometimes I can't believe the ladies from TS. They make me laugh as well as make me cry (but all in a good way!). Sometimes its boggles my mind how just a year ago just thinking about going to a club and socializing would freak me out. Now I'm looking forward to meeting new people. As I lose weight the shy girl slowly leaves. I know I'm quiet by nature so that will never change but making that connection is becoming easier....well a little easier but still hard. I dont feel like a failure as much as I did before. Today my nephew arrives and I've really excited. I haven't seen him in abo...

For weeks....actually months I've been watching companies announce they're laying off people left and right. Today it hit a little closer to home. My previous job Virgin did a massive lay off and they few people i knew that remained with the company were laid off today. One girl has 3 kids and finally got into a position that really suit her because she's o social. Another guy also has 3 kids was laid off and I hope he uses his contacts in the gaming industry to find a job. Another 2 were older, the lady is a few years shy of retirement and the guy I have a feeling will eventutally find something (just make sure he has his daily dose of cookies). Another woman i didnt really care for but I still feel bad. The worst part there was NO WARNING !! They didnt even give the people a week. They called them in one by one and said today is your last day. The few people I know in management were heartbroken they had to say goodbye to their staff. I know nothing is guraeeteed (sp?), I...